Last night was really difficult. I got home from my small group and I was really sad, and missing someone like CRAZY. So I texted Freddie asking him if he thought I was already just forgotten about completely.
His response:
no.....ur not forgettable! hahahaha TRUST ME! lol...ur the last person I could EVER say is forgettable...lol I'm cracking up...u? Forgettable? LOL yea right!
Then I just started laughing through the tears. Freddie's always good at making me do that, thanks! Then I just kept laughing at that for a while actually. I guess he's right. I'm probably one of the weirdest people you will meet. I doubt I will vanish from one's memory just like that.
I didn't really sleep much. But just as soon as I FINALLY started to fall asleep, this came to mind and I started laughing out loud for quite some time AGAIN because I couldn't get the image out of my head. (Once I visualize something in my mind and find it funny, forget it, I'll laugh FOREVER.)
I am going to start running again at the bike trail today. I don't want to hear it. I know......I've heard multiple wonderful things. "You're going to end up in the river." "You're going to get kidnapped.".......you get the point. WHATEVER, I'll take my chances. But, thanks for all of your concerns and positive wishes though, they are greatly appreciated.
Anyway back to my imagery!
I have no idea HOW this even popped into my head. I pictured running with a torch in my hand, like the Olympic ones. And of course it's lit. I think that's how I need to go running at the bike trail. Seriously, who would mess with me? I would look so completely insane and unstable, that even the insane and unstable wouldn't want to mess with me. It would confuse them entirely. Who would mess with someone with a flame in their hands? I would probably even do a few leaps in the air along the way, maybe throw my hands in the air and cheer myself on as I pass people by.
I’m so odd. And overtired
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