Please keep me in prayer. I ended up back in the ER yesterday, less then 15 hours after I was discharged from my 4 day hospital stay. I honestly thought I was dying. They didn't tell me anything about what to expect after I got out. They took me out of work for a week, and told me that I was not OK, but since I didn't need anything intravenously, I could go home. Which to me, sounds like things are going to get BETTER.
I slept 16 hours straight and made myself get up because I was scared. I'm in more pain now then I was all through this. The doctor in the ER gave it a name, I was so out of it I have no idea what he said. Basically the infection was through my whole chest/pleural cavity and my body had gone through a lot. Honestly, if I knew this was to come, I wouldn't have left the hospital because this is terrifying. It literally hurts to breathe. I can't even lightly touch the skin anywhere on my whole upper body. Laying down hurts. Sitting up hurts. I want to cry, but there's no point because it hurts. Mentally....I'm shot. I just want to cry, I can't comprehend, I can't hold a conversation.
I feel like I'm trapped in a 90 year old's body. I can't even open a water bottle on my own.
I just want my health back.......I'm scared........
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I am so sorry, I had no idea you were even in the hospital-I haven't been on line in a few days. Please call me when you feel up to it.
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